Following Jesus doesn't make sense

Jesus came not just to prepare us to die but to teach us how to live.
-Shane Claiborne, The Irresistible Revolution

I think one of the most important things I do during the week is speaking in chapel every Wednesday morning (which is a challenge being one hell of a sinner and all). Every week I have spoken about the Kingdom of God and I have been so challenged with just how radical the Kingdom is. I’ve talked to the kids about loving our enemies (and nonviolence), about storing up heavenly treasure (and giving to others), and about becoming great in the kingdom (through service). A lot of values that aren't logical. Have you ever thought about the fact that Jesus wasn’t a missionary to the homeless…he was homeless. I think following Him is much more wonderful and difficult than I’ve ever imagined. I’ve been reading some radical books (like the Irresistible Revolution) and its challenged both the kids and myself. I want to start living less for earthly kingdoms (and nations) and more for the Kingdom of God.

Canaan is buzzin’ with visitors and stuff happening. This week we have a medical team of eleven people here and then the Grace College team of five comes on Friday. The kids are enjoying the visitors and the clinic helped over 100 patients today.

It’s hard to believe that this week marks 2 months in Haiti for me. Things are going well.

the past while in haiti

Sorry it has been a while since my last blog post! The past week was busy as I had 3 visitors come - my sister Debi, Elaine Angell and Natalie Pugin (from Lima). I took the time off of teaching to be their tour guide (a throwback to the ole' admissions days). :) They had a great time I believe - we did some hiking, swimming in the Caribbean, they rode in a tap-tap (the taxi), helped with hurricane relief, and even led much of the Sunday church service. I think the kids enjoyed Natalie's solo the most! She was really brave to sing a solo here and even try a song in Creole! It was so nice to have my sister and friends here.

They flew back to Ohio yesterday and since then, I have been hit with the flu that is spreading among the kids here. It's amazing how much more compassion I have for the kids and their sickness when I am sick too! :)

During the past week, I have been busy with the guests - and it reminded me why I am here. Because I was so consumed with the visitors, I didn't spend as much time with the kids. Several kids told me they missed me in school and one boy (Wesh) said he missed spending quality time with me. I think that is why I am here and I feel so used - these kids need consistent love. They get a lot of teams that cycle through (which is GREAT), but it is such a joy and privilege to love these kids constantly.